urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:truemaddeep411My life is your faith in meAsterixAsterix2006-12-08T03:28:29Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:truemaddeep411:2031truemaddeep411 @ 2006-12-07T22:28:002006-12-08T03:28:29Z2006-12-08T03:28:29Z<p align="center">In 2006 I- <br /><br />[x] got kissed <br />[ ] kissed someone new <br />[x] made out <br />[ ] made out in a bus <br />[x] kissed in the snow <br />[x] kissed in the rain <br />[ ] had my heart broken <br />[?] broke someone else's heart <br />[ ] had a stalker <br />[x] lost a friend <br />[x] had a good relationship with someone <br />[ ] questioned my sexual orientation <br />[ ] came out of the closet <br />[ ] got pregnant <br />[ ] had an abortion <br />[ ] got married <br />[ ] had a divorce <br />[ ] kissed someone of the same sex <br />[x] did something I regret <br />[ ] lost my true love <br />[ ] but then found it again <br />[ ] kissed under mistletoe <br />[ ] got a promotion <br />[ ] got a pay raise <br />[ ] changed jobs <br />[ ] lost my job <br />[x] quit my job <br />[ ] dated a co-worker <br />[ ] dated my boss <br />[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter <br />[ ] got fired from my job <br />[ ] got straight A's <br />[ ] met a teacher who I became friends with <br />[x] met a teacher who I really hate <br />[ ] found the subject I love <br />[ ] failed a class <br />[x] cut class <br />[x] skipped school <br />[x] got in a fight with a friend <br />[not sure...] did something I was proud of <br />[ ] discovered a new talent <br />[x] proved myself an idiot <br />[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class <br />[ ] fell in love with a teacher <br />[ ] got the lead role in the school play <br />[ ] made a varsity team <br />[x] was involved in something that I will never forget <br />[ ] painted a picture <br />[ ] wrote a poem <br />[ ] ran a mile <br />[x] listened to music I couldn't stand <br />[ ] skinny dipped <br />[x] went to a sleepover spend the nite at a friend's house. <br />[x] went camping <br />[ ] threw a surprise party <br />[x] laughed till I cried <br />[ ] laughed till I peed my pants <br />[x] flirted shamelessly <br />[ ] visited a foreign country <br />[ ] visited a foreign state <br />[x] cooked a disastrous meal <br />[x] lost something important to me <br />[x] got a gift I love <br />[x] realized something new about myself <br />[x] went on a diet <br />[ ] tried to gain weight <br />[x] dyed my hair <br />[ ] came close to losing my life <br />[ ] someone close to me died <br />[ ] went to a wild party <br />[ ] drank alcohol <br />[ ] drank alcohol underage <br />[ ] got drunk <br />[ ] got arrested <br />[x] read a great book <br />[x] saw a great movie <br />[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry <br />[ ] saw a favorite band live <br />[ ] did something that I want to tell everyone <br />[x] did something I don't want anyone to know <br />[x] experienced something new <br />[x] made new friends & lost old ones <br />[x] found out who your real friends are <br />[x] lied to your parents <br />[ ] snuck out <br />[ ] got in trouble with police <br />[x] kissed in a pool <br />[x] kissed under the stars <br />[ ] smoked <br />[ ] did illegal drugs <br />[ ] got wasted <br />[x] went to a party <br />[ ] had the time of your life <br />[x] danced <br />[ ] fell out of love <br />[x] had a crush on someone <br />[ ] changed your sexual preference <br />[x] swam in a pool <br />[ ] made a snowman <br />[ ] went wakeboarding <br />[ ] went sledding <br />[x] slept in past 2pm <br />[xxx] held someones hand that you care(d) about <br />[ ] got wasted in a public place <br />[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend <br />[x] gone on vacation <br />[x] gone on vacation with a friend <br />[ ] played strip poker <br />[ ] danced in the rain <br />[ ] got in a car accident <br />[ ] seen someone get in a car accident <br />[ ] got in a fist fight <br />[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe <br />[ ] had an amazing year <br />[x] missed someone <br />[ ] sent someone to the hospital <br />[x] got a new pet <br />[x] been in the hospital <br />[ ] enjoyed this year overall</p>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:truemaddeep411:1345truemaddeep411 @ 2006-11-14T10:33:002006-11-14T15:33:14Z2006-11-14T15:33:14Z<a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Quiz"><p> A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y<br />1. Do you like anyone?: Yes<br />2. Do they know it? Yes<br />3. Simple or complicated? Complicated</p><p>IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U<br />4. Had sex: Virgin<br />5. Bought something: Yes<br />6. Gotten sick?: no<br />7. Been hugged?: Yes<br />9. Talked to an ex: dont have an ex<br />10. Missed someone: yes<br />11. Failed a test: maybe, we'll see<br />13. Danced: no<br />14. Gotten your hair cut?: no<br />15. Lied: yes</p><p> </p><p>U N I Q U E</p><p>16. Nervous habits?: pulling my hair out<br />17. Are you double jointed?: no<br />18. Can you roll your tongue?: no<br />19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: kinda...not really<br />20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes<br />21. Do you make your bed daily?: no<br />22. Do you think you are unique?: sometimes</p><p>H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S</p><p>23. Said "I Love you": yes<br />24. Given money to a homeless person: yes<br />25. Smoked?: no, secondhand only baby<br />26. Waited all night for a phone call?: yes<br />27. Snuck out?: yes<br />28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yes</p><p>M A N N E R S</p><p>29. Do you swear/curse?: yes<br />30. Do you ever spit?: no<br />31. You cook your own food?: sometimes<br />32. You do your own chores?: rarely<br />33. You like beef jerky?: have never tried it<br />35. You're happy with your life?: sometimes<br />36. You own a dog?: nope<br />37. You spend your money wisely?: not always<br />38. Do you like to swim?: kinda<br />39. When you get bored do you call a friend?: not really</p><p>D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S</p><p>41. Flowers or angels?: angels<br />42. Gray or black?: grey<br />43. Color or black and white photos?: b/w<br />44. Lust or love?: love<br />45. Sunrise or sunset?: sunset<br />46. M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles<br />48. Staying up late or waking up early?: late<br />49. Being hot or cold?: hot<br />50. Winter or Fall?: fall<br />51. Left or right?: Right<br />52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: best friends<br />53. Sunshine or rain?: Rain<br /><br />H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S<br /><br />54.Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: yes<br />55.Hooked up in the woods?: no<br />56.Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: no<br />57.Hooked up in the shower?: no<br />58.Been Dumped?: no<br />59.Stolen money from a friend?: when i was 6 i took pennies from my friends house ^-^<br />60.Slept naked?: yes<br />61.Been in a fist fight?: no<br />62.Snuck out of your house?: yes<br />63.Had a crush on a teacher?: no<br />64.Seen someone die?: no<br />65.Been on an airplane?: Yes<br />67.Missed someone so much it hurt?: yes<br />68.Fallen asleep during school?: somewhat<br />69.Been lonely?: yes<br />70.Cheated in a game?: yes<br />71.Been to the ER?: for my sister<br />72.Been in a car accident: no<br />73.Had detention?: yes<br />74.Missed your first love?: n/a<br />75.Cried yourself to sleep?: yes<br />76.Sung in the shower?: no<br />77.Kissed a complete stranger?: no<br />78.Laughed so hard you cried?: yes, often<br />79.Regretted hurting someone?: yes<br />80.Regretted loving someone?:no<br /> 81.Been SUPER happy?: yes</p></div>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:truemaddeep411:1251truemaddeep411 @ 2006-10-26T18:55:002006-10-26T22:09:03Z2006-10-26T22:09:03Z*/*/*// I have this great friend who is always there for me. The only problem is, he doesn't know how great he is. He is depressed because he thinks he's ugly and a failure, but he is sweet and cute and a really good friend. I was home sick from class today because my stomach hurt, and was going through old emails to get rid of. Going through my friends folder, I found a bunch of emails he sent me. There were all these sweet things he said, sweet little apologies when i got mad at him and sweet little comments from quizes I had posted. It hurts me so much he can't see himself the way I see him, but I can understand. He thinks he is ugly, but I don't see it at all. I see how sweet and cute and adorable he is, the personality shines through, and he's not that bad looking without it. He is going through all the things I went through, and I instictivly want to reach out and help him because its like seeing a little me. I'm so tired, I'm going to have to cut this short. I care about him, I just want everyone to be happy...urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:truemaddeep411:392truemaddeep411 @ 2005-08-09T03:24:002005-08-09T06:25:29Z2005-08-09T06:25:29ZWell, I made this live journal a long time ago, but haven't used it. I think I'm going to start now. So, I guess welcome to my world!